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Is it ever okay to change their pubic hair? Perhaps that’s because of the connotations of being hair-free – a rejection of adult womanhood, a hatred of something that’s entirely natural, and a preference for porn-ready Barbie dolls Or perhaps it becomes an issue when men expect women to meet their pubic hair preferences, and would either actually ask their partner to change something or would stop dating them as a result. It’s tricky, because we should all be free to discuss our sexual preferences, and to choose not to remain in a relationship if our sexual needs aren’t met (and if that outweighs all the other stuff in a partnership), but at the same time, asking someone to change their body to fit your preferences feels unacceptable At the end of the day, if shaving or waxing makes sex better in a relationship (because the other partner is more into it), surely it’s not a terrible thing to ask?

The girl's side of getting ready Her thoughts: Getting ready for that first meeting, half-mocking yourself, half-hoping. He looks nice, he makes you laugh, if nothing else it will be fun. Nerve-wracking, but fun, even if there’s nothing more. But what if there is? The music plays in the background, builds the mood, makes you dance as you get ready, feeling the tingle build. You’re slightly nervous, so you put on too much makeup, and an expressionless doll stares back out the mirror. Nope. Tone it down. Wayyy down. Which lippy? The natural, the vampy dark one? But if he hates lippy, the vampy dark one will be a disaster. Go for the natural. Scent: throat, nape of the neck, wrists. You grin at your reflection and impulsively add a dab at the backs of your knees. Who knows, he could be tracking it down ... The third outfit you try on is the one. Wow! HOT. Do the twirl – yup. Work it, work it . . . Damn, wish I had a date tonight! For all of you getting ready to go out, far too busy to read this blog, you look GOOD. Have a brilliant time – and don’t forget to tell us all about it!

Break ups... How To Keep Your Cool (And Your Friendship) After A Rejection Breaking Up Colonoscopies. Stepping on a Lego. Accidentally drinking spoiled orange juice. A lot of things are more fun than being rejected. When you muster up the courage to ask someone on a date and they turn you down, it hurts. You laid it all on the line, got told no, and at least for a second wanted to swear off dating forever. Take a deep breath. Rejection will never be a cakewalk, but there are healthy ways to react when you hear “no” that keep your dignity, and your friendship, intact. Keep calm and carry on. Don't get angry or lash out, in the moment or afterwards, no matter how much you want to. It's not someone's fault if they're not interested in you, and it's not your fault if you have feelings for them. In both cases, it's just the way it is and no one owes anyone anything. Take time to yourself if need be, then come back to the friendship when you're ready to accept the situation. Avoid “over it” overkill. Friendship is a shaky thing after rejection. You don't want to act like you're still into them, but you also don't want to go out of your way to show how “over it” you are. Acting like you're better off is childish, potentially hurtful, and may come off as intentionally trying to provoke jealousy. Take the high road. Address the awkwardness. There's no way to avoid it – being around someone when you both know how you feel is uncomfortable. The best way to make that awkwardness disappear is to acknowledge it. It's ok to say things are still a little weird. You'll probably both agree, have a giggle about it, and release some of the tension. Remember: we mostly take cues from each other, so if you act awkward around someone, they're more likely to act awkward around you. Actually be a friend. Yes, the best way to keep a friendship intact is to keep being a friend. That means no holding onto false hope, no rudeness when they start seeing someone new, no constant reminders of your feelings, and no schemes to get them to fall in love with you. You are just friends – act accordingly. One of the best ways to handle rejection is to go into it with the right mindset. Before asking someone on a date, set appropriate expectations. Keep your hopes and emotions to a reasonable level. Remember that rejection is almost never a reflection on who you are. And at the end of the day, you still have a friendship worth cherishing. How To Turn Down A Date Without Breaking A Heart Rejection isn't easy to take, but dishing it out isn't a walk in the park either. Most of us aren't out to hurt feelings or break hearts, so when it comes time to let someone down gently, we really do want it to be gentle. If you're unprepared to be asked out, your response can be awkward or unintentionally hurtful. If it's already happened, well, these tips won't help much. But keep them in mind so you can handle things like a pro next time. Obey the golden rule. Treat others how you would want to be treated. A “no” that sounds offended or disgusted is a harsh response. Unless the person is intentionally being offensive or disgusting, try to remember that it takes courage to approach someone and that they did so because they think highly of you. Keep your tone polite and calm, while still sounding assured. Don't drag it out. Although you do want to handle someone's feelings with care, honesty is the best policy. If you know you're not interested, say so swiftly and directly. Agreeing to a date out of pity, being unclear about your intentions, or remaining silent to avoid confrontation only lead to more hurt down the road. Give a definitive answer so both of you can move on with your lives. Make it about you. Yes, turning down a date really is an “It's not you, it's me” situation. If you choose to offer an explanation for your “no,” keep it focused on yourself. No one wants to hear a list of reasons why they don't measure up. Use "I" statements instead. Think “I don't feel that connection between us” or “I'm not looking to date someone right now.” Don't keep them on the hook. When you turn someone down, make sure they know it's final. It's important to be kind, but being overly sympathetic or friendly can backfire. Don't give hope when there's none there. It should be clear that your “no” isn't a “not right now” or “let's see where things go” or “keep trying until I say yes.” When the conversation is happening online, the rules are a little different. Although kindness and clearness are both still encouraged, online dating offers more wiggle room. Most people reach out to as many possible dates as they can, so they're unlikely to be strongly invested in any single one. If all they do is send you a “Hey or a “What's up?” a response probably isn't warranted at all. If they've written a more detailed message, a polite-but-firm sentence or two is all you need. Wish them good luck and call it a day. How to Date Again After a Break-Up Have you gone through a painful break-up? Chances are, you want to take some time off from romance before you start dating again. It takes time to heal, as well as a lot of self-love and acceptance of being on your own. Grief, pain, and anger are not easy emotions to process. Sometimes we divert our emotional struggles by hooking up with random strangers, or jumping into the next relationship right away, before we’ve had a chance to process our feelings and move to a healthier emotional place. This is especially hurtful if your ex moves on quickly – making you feel like he “got over you” without effort while you are still struggling. Rest assured, you are not alone. Your ex might be hiding his feelings behind another relationship where he will likely make the same mistakes. Don’t try to copy him. Your life is your own, and it’s up to you to claim it for yourself. If you’re looking to start dating again, here are some tips to help you: Take your time. Break-ups are difficult and emotional – don’t assume you can move on effortlessly into your next relationship without taking some time to decompress, let go, and embrace your single life. We all must learn to love ourselves before we can love someone else. Don’t mask your pain with jumping into the next exciting encounter, hoping to avoid your own grief. It’s okay to grieve. You owe it to yourself to process your feelings and move on to a healthier relationship. Know Your Own Needs. When you’ve been in a relationship long enough, you may start to confuse your wants and needs with your partner’s. Or perhaps you’ve been a couple for so long you don’t even know yourself as an independent person anymore. Now is the time to shift your thinking – to be selfish. To try new things, see what you love. This is the way to discover what it is you’re really looking for – to look outside of a relationship first. Spend time with friends. Friends help remind us of who we are, and provide a safe place to fall. Don’t be afraid to reach out, your friends will be there for you. Have a little fun. If you want to date, it’s time to have a good perspective about the process. It can be grueling and defeating at times, but it can also be surprising and joyful. This is the time to head in to it with no expectations – to learn about other people, to see what dating is about, to have a little fun. Don’t take it seriously, and don’t look for a relationship right away. Again, this is the perfect time to experiment - take your time, and enjoy the ride. Ending an Unofficial Relationship Breaking Up Let’s face it – dating today is elusive. People are meeting new potential dates all the time with the popularity of dating apps like Tinder and Grindr. It’s no wonder that commitment is hard to come by – even for just one date. Have you ever experienced the “fade” in dating – some call it ghosting – where the person you’ve been seeing suddenly disappears with no reason or explanation? You might have thought things were going great. Maybe you were looking forward to the concert you were going to invite him to, or perhaps you were fantasizing about a future relationship. After all, he was really into you, or so you thought – why not get excited? But then, inexplicably, your texts and calls went unanswered. Maybe you only went out a few times, but you were starting to get emotionally invested. It’s only natural to want an explanation – to understand why this person you thought was so interested didn’t choose you. But think about it – you’ve probably been on the other side of this relationship, too. Maybe you started dating someone and it was fun for a while, but you decided as time went on that you really weren’t into that person. Or maybe you decided you didn’t want a relationship that quickly – that you’d rather keep dating. Or maybe you weren’t over your ex and your date had become a nice distraction. Unfortunately, you weren’t as into him as he was into you. Did you pull the fade on him? If you’ve only been out a few times, or you never really established what your relationship is, then it’s difficult to know what to do when that person disappears. After all, you weren’t “together” – at least not in any committed sense. So what’s the problem, and why are you so upset over a relationship that wasn’t “real”? The problem with this thinking is that it’s misguided. Even if you haven’t had “the talk” with someone you have dated, if you have developed feelings, then it can be just as devastating as a real break-up. This is why it’s important to not pull the fade. Instead, honor and respect the person you’ve been dating by letting her know you aren’t interested in a relationship. It might hurt to be blunt, but it will help the other person move on more quickly and easily. After all, wouldn’t you want to know? It’s important to be clear in this age of elusiveness in dating. It will create more open and honest relationships in your life. Don’t pretend to be friends or continue to hook up with someone you aren’t interested in. Make a clean break. Allow him to move on, too. Is He Really Over His Ex? Here’s the scenario: you’ve been dating an incredible guy – kind, funny, smart – and it seems the two of you have hit it off. You imagined your future relationship – taking vacations, moving in together. You’re smitten, and it seems he is, too. However, he told you that he broke up with his girlfriend a couple of weeks before you met. He claims he’s over her and wants to see where your new relationship is headed, but you have your doubts. His confession has put a damper on your relationship, or at least how you feel about it. Maybe he’s telling the truth – that he has moved on – but you have a nagging sense that you might be a rebound for him. How do you know for sure? Are there signs? The development of any relationship can be tricky – there are no guarantees, which is why you have to take your chances from time to time if you feel the desire to be with someone, to see where the relationship goes no matter what. This could be one of those times to take the risk and put your heart out there – it is up to you to decide. While it’s important to throw caution to the wind, it’s also good to pay attention to warning signs. Here’s how to tell that he might not be over his ex: He pushes your relationship forward faster than you want. There’s nothing wrong with a man who is excited about you. But if he wants to charge ahead when you would rather take things a bit more slowly, he might be avoiding his own grieving process. Every broken relationship requires healing time – he might have done this while he was in the relationship, but maybe not. If he’s serious about you, he will respect your timeline without feeling the need to get serious so quickly. He is hot and cold. Does he sweep you off your feet one day, and retreat into silence the next? If you have a hard time keeping track of his moods or when you can reach him, he’s obviously distracted. This likely means he’s still dealing with the pain of losing his old relationship, or that he is scared to move on to a new one with you – and possibly get hurt again. He is set in his relationship ways. It might be difficult to notice right away, but pay attention to his habits when you are with him – for instance, does he communicate with you, or just tell you what he wants to happen? Does he criticize your taste in decorating or how you cook because it is different from what he’s “used to?” Does he assume you want to do the things he wants to do? If he is already carving out your place in the relationship, it’s a red flag that he is trying to recreate his past relationship. Start from a new place and compromise, or consider that he might not be ready for a relationship. How to Work Through a Break-Up Each year, the majority of break-ups happen just before the holidays. There are many people hurting right now over lost love, and wondering how to get over their pain. The truth is, healing takes time and patience. There are no short cuts, as badly as we might want them. But if you allow yourself to go through the process of mourning and letting go, you can move on to healthier relationships. Many people get stuck in the grieving process, wanting to move on quickly by jumping from relationship to relationship or closing themselves off from emotional intimacy with a new person. Don’t let this happen. There are ways to deal with a break-up that lead to a much healthier, happier you. Here are some steps to take to work through the pain: Exercise, be active. Interestingly, moving our bodies physically can help us become emotionally unstuck, even if getting up from the couch is the last thing we want to do. When you are feeling sad and lethargic, try doing some yoga poses, going for a walk, or even jumping rope. Movement helps release endorphins, and helps lift depression. Journal. So you’re not a writer – it doesn’t matter. Get your feelings out on the page. And don’t blog about it; treat yourself to an old-fashioned paper journal that you won’t be sharing with anyone else, so you can really lay out your pain, vulnerability, and relationship issues. There’s something healing about personal journaling when you are working through pain that helps clear things up. Lean on friends/ family. There’s no shame in asking for help when you need it. Call up a friend to go for a walk with you, or a family member to cry it out. We’ve all been through heartache – and it helps to release with people you trust. Meditate. Meditation isn’t just for Tibetan monks or hippie chicks in Santa Cruz. It’s become very popular lately for very good reason – it works. Meditation helps calm your mind so that emotions don’t take over – it helps you work through pain, release it, and create a more peaceful existence. If you’re not sure what to do, there are plenty of apps and online tutorials – try Deepak Chopra, Oprah.com, or the apps Headspace or Synchronicity, which provide short guided meditations. Rediscover yourself. Have you been part of a couple so long you’ve lost track of what you really like? Are you looking for a new routine, a new hobby, or a change of scenery? Now is the time to explore. Clear the slate and start anew – whether that means redecorating your house, picking up a new hobby, visiting a new place, or cutting your hair and getting a fresh look. Trying new things opens up our world, and helps us find those things that make us happy. It’s a step in a new direction, towards a new life. Healing After a Break-Up The end of a significant relationship can really take its toll on your overall well-being. It’s hard to move past the depression and heartache, and we often find ourselves indulging – whether it’s binge-watching TV shows, eating poorly, drinking too much or having sex. We all find different ways to comfort ourselves, but eventually, we know we must move past the heartache and deal with our pain. Part of the process of grieving past relationships is understanding the relationship itself, what you learned, and finding a way each day to move past the hurt – bit by bit. Following are some ways to start the healing process post-breakup: Nurture yourself. There’s no time like the present to start taking care of yourself. Book a massage – the power of touch is underestimated, and a very valuable part of the healing process. Take a relaxing bath. Meditate. Do things that help you replenish your energy – you need to recharge your emotional battery. Get exercise. There’s something about the power of endorphins. I never liked running, but when I started, while it was difficult at first, the payoff of feeling wonderful was too big a reward. You feel better, you gain a little more optimism, and you have something to look forward to each day, rather than wasting away on your couch. Try walking, or a Zumba class, or whatever floats your boat. Any type of exercise is helpful to healing. Enlist the support of friends. Don’t be afraid to ask your friends for help – likely they want to support you but don’t know the best way. Let them know you want to go out for dinner – don’t just hole up in your apartment until you are ready to socialize again. Talk about your break-up, and ask them about their lives, too. Friendships are invaluable during these difficult periods in our lives. Find a new hobby. It might sound cliché, but learning a new sport or craft, or really investing time in a hobby that you love does wonders for your healing. For one thing, you can be completely in the moment when you are trying to learn something new, which takes you out of your grief. Another plus – it could lead to a new passion. Venture into a new routine. Instead of frequenting the restaurants or coffee shops you went to with your ex, drive to a new neighborhood and try something new. Introduce yourself to a neighbor you never really spoke to before. Try a morning jog instead of going out for coffee before work. Mixing things up is soothing medicine for the soul. What are your Dating Deal Breakers? All of us have our own personal lists of dating “deal-breakers.” If you’ve been on a date recently, chances are you’ve encountered someone who did something you can’t accept – whether it’s spitting his food when he talked or grabbing your leg under the table – or maybe she lied about her weight in her online dating profile. Some of these things are upsetting, and when they happen more than once, they can become dating deal-breakers. Deal-breakers vary for all of us, but usually have to do with a lack of respect or consideration for the other person. We don’t like being lied to, talked down to, having our dates assume we are “DTF,” or any of an array of bad behaviors. Details magazine recently polled fifteen women to find out their dating deal-breakers, and most shared a very specific experience that they are sure never to repeat. Sometimes, one person’s actions can leave such a bad impression that they become the benchmark for what you don’t want in a date. It’s good to remind ourselves of what some typical deal breakers are when it comes to dating – so we can demand better behavior of our dates. It’s great to keep an open mind about everyone, but it’s also important to balance this with respecting yourself, your time, and your emotions. Following are a few red flags to watch out for that you can consider dating deal-breakers: She’s rude to waitstaff/ valet/ etc. If she refuses to tip the valet, gets testy with your waiter, or otherwise treats people in a rude or dismissive manner, this is a huge red flag. There’s no need to spend your time with someone who doesn’t see people as equals. He leaves you hanging. Does he text you last minute only to cancel? Does he show up late every time you’re supposed to meet? Does he neglect to text or call? If he’s flaky, it’s not because he’s too busy, it’s because he is disrespectful on your time. Move on. He is aggressive sexually. If he grabs your leg, your backside or other body part without your permission or against your wishes - or if he presses you for sexual favors when you’re not ready or not interested, walk away. She talks a lot about the ex. Take the hint – if she’s not thinking about you on the date and talking about her ex, chances are she’s still hung up on him, even if her ex makes her angry. A date isn’t a therapy session, or a walk down memory lane. Time to go. She is critical. Does she tell you what you should order, how you should dress, or what she expects? Nobody should be so controlling or demanding, especially when you’re just dating. If she makes you feel “less than,” run the other way – that’s a deal-breaker. 6 Signs A Breakup Is In Your Future Sometimes an impending breakup is as obvious as Donald Trump's comb over. Other times it creeps up slowly, leaving you in a long period of uncertainty and doubt. Should you give it a chance? Maybe if you hang in there, things will get better. Should you move on? Maybe it's better to end sooner rather than later. Why waste precious time and energy on something you know is doomed? Here are five signs it's time to seek out new prospects. The same nagging concerns keep coming up. It's not only natural to ask questions about a relationship, it's healthy. All relationships must be evaluated at critical steps in order to determine long-term suitability. But if the same questions and concerns keep popping up, they're probably trying to tell you something. Take them seriously. You don't feel free to be yourself. A relationship can only reach its full potential if both partners are completely authentic. If you do not feel free to express your true self, or your partner does not, the relationship will never be satisfying. Instead you'll feel stifled, suffocated, and prevented from personal growth. You can't resolve conflicts. It's impossible to escape conflict in a relationship, so you must be able to handle it with grace and maturity. A healthy relationship is built on a solid foundation of communication – at all times, but especially when things get challenging. A relationship is guaranteed to fail if conflicts can't be resolved. You don't feel supported. There's no place for narcissism in relationships. If your partner has a bad me-first attitude, or shows little regard for your interests and ambitions, they're not the right partner for you. In a healthy relationship, your partner will actively express interest in your life, your thoughts, your feelings, and your goals. You will not have to question their support for you. Someone is stuck in the past. You can't get where you're going until you leave where you've been. Before you can build a future with a new partner, you have to be done with the past. If either of you is holding onto something, the weight of the baggage will drag your budding relationship down. Remain single until you're ready to live in the present and plan for the future. Your life plans don't intersect. There's no way around it – if your life plans don't match, you're not a match. Someone who wants to be childless in a big city will never be a suitable partner for someone who wants a big family in the country. A relationship that is otherwise good will still crumble if your ambitions aren't complementary.

A few years ago I had an experience that blew my mind. It started on another site when I answered an ad. We chatted for several days and the chat git sexier and sexier. About 5 days in we decided to meet at a small park near me. I told her where I would be and we settled on a time. I arrived about 15 minutes early and sat on a bench in the park. She arrived 20 minutes later and joined me. We talked for about 2 hrs and she told me a lot about her sex life previously. I got hard and stayed that way till she had to leave. Some of the stories she told me seemed inplausable but maybe possible. Like being molested by her father and his friends when she was very young (from 7 years old til the present). She had an appointment that afternoon and had to leave. We chatted online for another week or so and one day I invited her to have lunch at a local restaurant and told her we could go to another nearby park and maybe have enough privacy to play a little after we ate. During lunch I felt her up a little and she allowed it. When we finished eating, I told her to follow me to the park. It was only a few blocks away and we got there quickly. She got out of her minivan and produced a blanket. We walked about 50 yards from where we parked and spread the blanket under a shade tree and sat down.She was sitting with her knees drawnnup and I was laying on my side next to her. My head was approximately where her knees would be if her legs were straight. She had on a sort of a sundress and with her knees drawn up I could see up her dress and she wasn't wearing panties. Let me describe her a little She told me she was 51 years old (I was 74), she was a redhead and plump. Not fat but on the highside of plump. Reasonably attractive and seemed to have a nice personality but a little strange in the head maybe? Anyway, as Iooked up her dress it was obvious she was a real natural redhead. She had a sparse covering of fine red hair on her pussy which, by the way, was very wet and oozing juices. I reached up and slid my hand up her inner thigh and when I reached her slit, slid a finger in her sopping wet hole. She moaned and I buried the finger to the last knuckle. Afte sliding it in and out for a minute or so, I added another finger and continued sliding them in and out. She was enjoying it so I added two more fingers and slid them in and out until she had and orgasm and grabbed my wrist and pulled it tight to her pussy. The way I was laying I could see the parking lot and noticed a parker ranger truck coming up the drive toward us. I pulled my 4 fingers out of her pussy and she pulled her dress down some. The rangers parked their truck near ours and just sat there. I guess they had seen us from afar and wanted to see what we were doing. My fingers were dripping with pussy juice and so I wiped them on the blanket. After about ten minutes the rangers left and we gathered the blanket up and left. I talked to her online for about another week or so and then she quit answering my chat requests. A few days later she sent me a message saying she felt like she was cheating on the men she was currently involved with ( she was still seeing her fathers friends) and wouldn't be chatting or contacting me anymore. Kind of a shame, that was probably the wettest pussy I ever encountered and I was sure we would be fucking soon.

Favorite place Where is your favorite place to masturbate? What or who do you think about as you get ready to cum? I think of past lovers, pictures or thoughts of strangers in the shower or over the toilet.

Alone time So hard find alone time these days really enjoy pleasuring myself and enjoying everyone's content here! Sometimes the excitement builds so much I just sit here dripping in my panties unable touch myself. Anyone else having these challenges?

Were You Watching Me? I awakened with the need and desire to cum. It was a cool morning and after having my coffee I returned to my room. As I looked out my window I could that the pool was just a one floor below my room. The water was so blue and the sun so bright, only one thing was wrong, it was too cold for anyone to go swimming. The curtain of my sliding door/window was transparent. I could see everything outside with a minimum of privacy. It was to time to get ready to leave, but there was more thing to do. It was time to cum. I stood up dropped my white calvin kleins to the ground. My cock immediately became rock hard. My had instinctively went right on my shaft. The first few strokes were meant simply to make my cock rock hard. I moved over towards the window. There wasn't a soul outside. I stood there stroking my cock hard and fast. There wasn't much time and I didn't want to stand there all day nude and masturbating. I stood there enjoying this very much. faster and faster I stroked. I had several tissues in my other hand, this to catch my hot white cream that was working its The curtain of my sliding door/window was transparent. I could see everything outside with a minimum of privacy. It was to time to get ready to leave, but there was more thing to do. It was time to cum. I knew that I was risking a woman looking up at my window could see me masturbating. It was too late to stop now I was stroking faster finally my hot white cream shot out of my cock. Of course I had a smile on my face. I cleaned up the mess and walked away from the window with just this question on my mind. Were you watching me?

Were You Watching Me? I awakened with the need and desire to cum. It was a cool morning and after having my coffee I returned to my room. As I looked out my window I could that the pool was just a one floor below my room. The water was so blue and the sun so bright, only one thing was wrong, it was too cold for anyone to go swimming. The curtain of my sliding door/window was transparent. I could see everything outside with a minimum of privacy. It was to time to get ready to leave, but there was more thing to do. It was time to cum. I stood up dropped my white calvin kleins to the ground. My cock immediately became rock hard. My had instinctively went right on my shaft. The first few strokes were meant simply to make my cock rock hard. I moved over towards the window. There wasn't a soul outside. I stood there stroking my cock hard and fast. There wasn't much time and I didn't want to stand there all day nude and masturbating. I stood there enjoying this very much. faster and faster I stroked. I had several tissues in my other hand, this to catch my hot white cream that was working its The curtain of my sliding door/window was transparent. I could see everything outside with a minimum of privacy. It was to time to get ready to leave, but there was more thing to do. It was time to cum. I knew that I was risking a woman looking up at my window could see me masturbating. It was too late to stop now I was stroking faster finally my hot white cream shot out of my cock. Of course I had a smile on my face. I cleaned up the mess and walked away from the window with just this question on my mind. Were you watching me?

medications I was with a friend yesterday and almost had a erection failure. As a older guy it has happened once or twice prior to the medication I have been on recently. But today after having been given oral for many minutes I started to go soft. It all felt good but then things went south. The only thing that saved the day was a well lubed firm grip by my friend and then it came back to life. After another several minutes success and boy was it. My cum must of shot a couple of feet in the air and almost hit my chin. Will this be my life going forward? The medications are for high blood pressure and cholesterol.

I have a fantasy that I want to live out so badly. I want to be taken against my will to an unknown location and tied up and I want man after man to come in and use me. The number one rule, they can’t finish without coming in my pussy. Even if that means two men cum in it at the same time they can use water hole they want be they have to cum in my pussy. The same men will love it so much that even when I’m pregnant they’ll rape me, they’ll rape me before I give birth and right after and just keep raping me until I can’t give them anymore babies. God I just want to feel that warm cum in my pussy....