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I've recently been seeing a gentleman, let's call him Kip.

He originally sent me a message that I did not care for, I was very quick to respond to him and instead of a flippant response back he apologized to me.

I'm so used to men apologizing but not actually taking any action in their apology that I didn't think too much into what he said. We continued talking but I was very cautious with my responses.

To say that I'm burnt out with men that just want the fantasy of me is an understatement. It's so very exhausting trying to get to know somebody to find out that they aren't who they say they are or they are just interested in some online fantasy.
Kip changed my mind about him though.

Our first meeting I was not quite sure what to expect. I believe Kip realized that I am a very genuine and straightforward person. He was very forthright with his information which made me feel safe and that he didn't have anything to hide. We were very honest with each other up front so that we were not going to waste each other's time. To be vulnerable like that is a superpower in my mind because there's so many judgmental people out in the world and many people have walked away from me and I'm sure he was concerned that I would do that with him also.

I'm normally not very nervous when I meet somebody for the first time but for some reason I felt some sort of apprehension. After we talked a while, him sitting and me laying across the bed, both fully dressed, he eventually joined me.

Kip could tell that I wasn't quite ready to go further. He told me to lay my head on the pillow next to him and he cuddled me as we talked more. He was very patient with me and I appreciate that. He was not rushed.

Our first sexual experience was very interesting. I normally bring a bag with me that holds lubrication, condoms, some toys, waterproof blanket, etc. I did bring some items but I forgot toys. I enjoy prolonged oral and I usually introduce toys so that my lover can take a break if they need to. Not everybody has gills. 🐟 LOL I think Kip does though.

I also don't always believe a man when he tells me he enjoys pleasuring a woman, I don't necessarily believe anybody because I feel actions should speak louder than words and his actions matched his words. 💦

Kip's cock is very thick, thicker than I thought when I saw pictures. When I saw one of his videos he sent me though, I realized it was very thick and I made a comment about it to him which he chuckled and told me that it wasn't as big as I thought it was. Well, I understand that he might not think it's big but my holes do!

I don't know if I'm ever going to allow him to have the experience of anal on me. I can barely get my mouth around his cock to suck him and I need extra lubrication to get his cock inside me. But, Kip is patient and once he's in and we get the rhythm going, even though it's stretching me out, I enjoy it. I even enjoy the slight bruising sensation that I feel days after I've been with him.

I also enjoy talking dirty while he's pleasuring me orally about stretching my cunt open with his big cock. I have told Kip that he needs to ensure he kisses my sore stretched pussy. He always does very thoroughly. 💋

After the first sexual rendezvous, I was not sure what to think about Kip. I really enjoyed his company and I ended up spending the night with him which was not planned. I knew that if we were going to see each other a second time that was going to be the time that I would definitely know if we would continue seeing each other or not.

The second time Kip and I saw each other, I was more prepared. I was hosting this time and we had everything I needed avaliable to us. I also had gotten to know him more; his mind, his sense of humor and his personality.

Kip had asked me about what toys I had prior to our 2nd meet up. I try to be very open-minded when it comes to new experiences but I normally don't let somebody else use toys on me. I like to control the toys myself because I know what feels good and what settings to use. But, after speaking with Kip, I wanted him to use the toys on me. We both know that I am a multi orgasmic and I enjoy forced orgasms.

Giving up control to him was easier than I thought it would be because he made me feel comfortable, he made me feel safe. I also had never implemented the red, yellow and green safe words before. There were moments where he may have been a little bit spastic with the settings on my Hitachi Magic Wand but I orgasmed so many times that there were moments when I felt like I was going to pass out. At one point I was writhing against the toy full of ecstasy and I open my eyes just enough to see that he was looking at my face.
I was completely undone and had zero control.

Kip and I really enjoy each others sense of humor so when I said Orange during a frenzy of orgasms I was able to say, "Orange you glad you met me?" and we both started laughing as he used the the toy on me until I said Pink then Red.

He used a toy in my ass as I stimulated my very swollen and well loved clit and was in awe as to how much I enjoyed anal play. 😍 I gushed like a geyser!

During the toy play, mixed up with his mouth on me, I was squirting and spraying all over him and myself. It was running down my ass and thighs. "Like a waterfall". 💦

On our 3rd meeting, I was getting over being sick so I was not AS fiending for sex but we spent the afternoon and overnight together again. I believe we enjoy each others company inside and outside of the bedroom.

After a nice lunch we got back to my house and ended up in the bedroom. At one point, he tried a different technique giving me oral and I absolutely was undone after multiple orgasms. I had to lock his head with my thighs and told him to breath. We started to laugh with his face against my pussy lips. I was NOT going to provide him access, I was DONE. 🔴

I decided to give him a longer blow job while we were watching TV in bed. He eventually told me I didn't need to keep going but I told him to shut up and let me suck his cock. 😂 I understand overthinking, I told him during our 1st meet that he could take a break because I was not used to such a dedicated oral lover. ☺️

I am really enjoying Kip and his big cock and ravenous mouth. I enjoy him pushing my limits too. I look forward to future rendezvous. 💦